Two people are friends since birth. Their marriage is pretty much guaranteed. But wait—! There is a new person in town. Somehow, he manages to comes into their lives and ‘steals’ the leading girl’s heart away. The leading girl is confused; how can she choose between people? She grows up not choosing and the two become deep enemies on the inside, but in front of the leading girl, they’re best friends.

Then one day, the girl is in a car crash while riding in the car of her childhood friend. She goes into a coma which lasts for months and months, however somehow, she manages to stay as beautiful as if she were living. Her friend gets out without a scratch and is now feeling extremely guilty and is contemplating suicide.

While in this deep coma, the girl has dreams of someone coming to save her. She does not know who it is, but knows it must be one of the two people that are fighting for her heart.

The other friend stays by her bedside everyday. The childhood friend starts drinking to forget about the tragedy. One day, the leading girl woke up and the first person she saw was the other friend sitting next to her crying. [insert intensely romantic music]The leading girl holds out her hand, reaching for him and then out-of-the-blue, she collapses and the doctors rush inside the room. Apparently, she has recovered, but the other friend had some poison on his hand that made her fall very ill.

The other friend is sent to the jail and is visited by the childhood friend is has somehow stopped drinking. The childhood friend tells the other friend that the leading girl will die soon and it’s all his (other friend’s) fault. Detectives are called onto the case and discover the person who put the poison on the girl is…

Yeah, okay.... every single Asian drama has something of this sort going on. Nothing like this will ever happen in real life, and we only watch such dramas becasue it is so entertaining. But how entertaining is it when we already pretty much know the end?

Someone should make a more realistic drama, ne? However, if they do, I doubt it will be succssful; it would be boring and hardly anyone would want to view it.

For now, we all should focus on the drama of life. A very real drama of which you are the main character. Things will go wrong, maybe there really will be two guys/girls chasing after you and maybe you really have to make such a choice. There will be no happy ending. People who have died will never come back to life. Longing for the things that happen in such dramas is pointless longing, isn't it?


Okay, so I have to say that I am a big liar and I hope you will all forgive me. I act differently depending on who I'm with. Hardly anyone knows my 'true self' and the couple people who do know are dead to me. So.... it's sad. I'm really just some random person with so many 'friends' who think they know me when they don't. 

I once wrote under the 'About Me' section of fanfiction.net that I "have not yet found myself. But when I do, you can be sure I will post something here." Well, it's been three years now. I am still has lost as ever.

Who am I?

I'll tell you who I am... I am a coward, a nobody, a loner.

And what about you?

Let's be lonely together.